Overwhelmed

you tried to make me happy to day.
But i know that ill turn a page and a the ominous words will still remain.
And break what you just mended so ill wait to turn the page.
And pretend just for today that all is ok.

So much lately I have been overwhelmed.
Mainly because its my fault:

I like to help people. So what do I do. Help them. Even when it causes a sacrifice on my part. Which is more than ok. Most of the time at least.
Why do I say Yes, Ok, when I am already full of things to do and obligations?
Why do I continue to allow my self to be pulled in by the lull of helping people, when I know I don't think I can fulfill it.
Though I don't think that at the time, I usually think "oh I will get it done somehow"
Though somehow, doesn't really result in the reality of things.