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I tried to trust you today.

It didn't work so well... I actually tried to trust you last night. I made myself vulnerable, came to you with my heart and my hurt, asked if you could help.

But you were there but not there. Busy. Tired. Didn't hear what I said.
So I didn't trust you and cried myself to sleep.

Today I tried again. Even before I tried I was already wounded. Work did not go so well and you had promised to listen today but already you had forgotten. I decided to try anyway.